Someone was looking out for me yesterday!
The numbness of my day was quickly subsided when I picked up my 6 year old son from daycare. Let me tell you, this little guy, since before he entered my world, has saved me in more ways than I can count.
You see, he was not born when my husband walked out. I was 7 weeks to my due date. If I was not carrying him I would not have had the physical ability to carry on and get through everything my divorce through at me.
How does one not die from a broken heart, I will never know. My heart was shattered. My world was shattered. My children saved me!
He gave me the strength to get up each morning and do the basic things like feed myself. But he also gave my daughters something to look forward to during such a time of loss and turmoil.
He arrived 3 days after his due date and he came into this world quietly and quickly. The birth was my easiest. He was the perfect infant! Handsome and perfectly healthy in every way. He was my rainbow baby and also my miracle baby.
When I arrived at his daycare yesterday evening after a long and emotional day, he was being his silly self. Waiting for me in the window and running to me, “mommyyyyyy!!!!”, as he did everyday. This instantly changed my mood and my heart filled with joy and love for this little man.
His teachers then filled me with praise of the little gentleman I was raising. He is kind and has such an amazing smile! He says the most adorable things that make me think, “where did this child come from?”. He makes me laugh every day! Sometimes I cannot believe how blessed I am to have him in my life.
One day I will explain to him the ways he has saved me. I want him to know that just by being mine, he saved my life. He loves his mommy, he loves his sisters, he loves his dad, he loves his pets, and he loves making people smile.
Someone is looking over me to have blessed me with this child.
Cheers!
xoxo
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