Such sweet nothing

Previously, I was thinking to make a new account. An  account which would be anonymous, somewhere I can speak my mind out, say whatever is in my heart and nobody would know it`s me. Nobody, especially people who know me.

Ever thought how we are not hiding from strangers but from those who already know us. Aren`t the people whom we know should be the ones we count on? Then why are those familiar faces the ones we wanna run away from?

At times I feel maybe it`s me then I question around what`s wrong in the society funny enough no one has an answer to that. Why religion is always brought up? Aren`t we living in a hypocritical society? Where an uncle tells other young boys in his family that dude get married to someone who is low in status from you and have affairs, women from such families compromise they have no other option. On the other hand that very same man is so protective of his own daughter?

It`s just an engagement it can be called off  said when son gets engaged to someone the family dislikes but god forbid the daughter wants to break off her engagement then it`s the end of the world.

What the actual fuck is this? I feel I can have a healthy discussion with someone whom I have met for the first time than with someone who I know since years as they`re too ignorant to know there is a world outside which has changed just like the time era they`re living in.

At times the similarity is like parenting, just when you feel it`s alright you have everything sorted a voice out of nowhere comes `this is not how you do it` I do a task daily, every freaking day still someone has to tell me what to do and how to do it, for God knows what reason! It`s better I go and have a nervous breakdown in front of a stranger whether he likes it or not he at least won`t tell me it`s wrong and would actually help me than say how I`m just creating a melodrama for nothing- mental health exists, people!

Care is good, so is looking after someone but poking nose where it does not belong is not good! There`s a line, when will people learn that line?

Sex education: where there are posts everyday people asking parents to talk to their kids, in the same household a person saying no, the child is too young do not pollute his mind.

Body shaming: a guy/girl is happy with their healthy and not so thin special someone but someone from the circle has to pass comments like you need to lose weight! And if the girl is a bit over weight then uski maa lagti ho wazan kaam karo(you look like his mom, you need to reduce).

Make up from an expensive makeup artist: She saved the money for her big day, that makeup artist is someone she dreamed to get dolled up from! But there`ll always be someone to spoil that happiness and say why spend so much for one night?

Blunt: saying whatever I feel cause I don`t like kissing anyone`s ass. What `m I labeled as? Outspoken and no manners. Lol

Maybe this is why people want an escape from the known cause they`re aware the known is comfortable and predictable whereas the unknown is infinite and could just be better.

Makes me wanna listen to- Pocket full of sunshine.

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