“A totally personal and transforming communion with God is acceptable to most of us as a theological concept, but as an actuality, it is so mysterious and frightening and demanding that, in the end, most of us will do anything to evade it.” – Thomas Merton
“My plans are not your plans.” – God
The first thing angels always say in their greetings to unsuspecting mortals is, “Do not be afraid.” Then they deliver some ominous pronouncement or an impossible demand. “God has a request of you.” They top it all off by calling it “good news.” Really? A frightening supernatural encounter that tells you your life is about to be upended and you have an impossible task to perform for God…good news? Joy? God is funny but apparently, that’s the pattern. That’s how it works. This makes me think of Tevye the Milkman from Fiddler on the Roof, talking with God about the Jewish people’s chosen status: “Couldn’t you choose someone else?”
Joseph and Mary of Nazareth had plans: get married, settle in Nazareth, raise a family, live an ordinary life. Then came an angelic messenger. “Mary, you are invited to be a God-bearer.” After seeking clarification, Mary changed her plans, which changed everything for everyone. Joseph planned to divorce her. Things were getting too crazy. Again, an angelic messenger appeared. “Joseph, God’s plans are not your plans. Man up and take responsibility.” Joseph changed his plans, got married anyway, and raised a son. The rest, as they say, is history.
How often am I willing to change my plans when an unexpected messenger, in any form, arrives? Do I believe God’s plan is different than my own and better than my own? Am I afraid? Does the task demanded of me seem impossible? Can I see the good news in the things that change my plans?
What will be my answer when the disturbing angels in life confront me with hard choices?
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