I had actually looked forward to a happy ending to this relationship with A. I was truly hopeful that something good would come out of it. However, it is only disappointment that I feel these days. This relationship has only been 46 days old. Perhaps I am too eager. Perhaps it was never meant to be.
I recall that he had mentioned about bringing me to meet his sister and her family. That means a lot, as she is his only family. However, one day, when he shared with me their relationship, I briefly commented, “I don’t want to meet them anymore…because they are bad to you.” And, I have never heard of any arrangement since then.
One night, during our chat via WeChat, he assured that he was very focussed on me. Next day, I changed my display picture on WeChat to our photo. I was waiting for him to do the same. But after two days, he did not, and I changed my display picture to another photo of mine.
Till now, I have not met his family, friends or colleagues. I feel that he is hiding our relationship and the fact that I am his girlfriend.
Well, perhaps he has other girlfriends, or maybe he is checking out other women. Thus, he is unwilling to broadcast our relationship. Whatever it is, I have braved myself for the worst.
Expectation leads to disappointment. The higher the former, the greater the latter.
