As I saw her picture, I said to myself, “Game over.”…
I thought to myself, “Well, she’s beautiful.”
Like an angel. Like a goddess.
And that’s how I knew, it was over.
…
I knew that this day would come.
This day when I would realize
We are really not meant for each other.
Maybe we met just to be friends.
But not as a lover.
…
I knew this day would come
And I knew that I have to be brave,
Be brave enough to accept the fact that
There is never really a chance for us.
…
So now, I have to say goodbye.
I have to say goodbye for all the memories.
The happy ones.
The sad ones.
…
I have to say goodbye to those times
Those times when your gaze makes me stutter,
Those times when your smile makes my heart flutter.
Those times when your presence makes my existence happier.
…
I have to say goodbye to those silly letters
I used to write for you.
Thinking that one day,
You might read them too.
…
I have to say goodbye,
most especially to my feelings
to my feelings left unsaid,
to my feelings I can’t pretend,
to my feelings that seem to grow each day.
…
But for the last time, love.
I want to say THANK YOU.
Thank you for being my inspiration
to do great each day.
Thank you for being my motivation
to make myself better in every way.
Thank you for the friendship and the kindness
that you have shown me.
Never will I forget them.
…
I hope you’ll find your happiness with her.
Because I know, that is what you deserve.
I am happy you found her
and I hope she’ll love you
the same way I did.
Or even more than that.
I hope you find joy in every time you are with her.
…
And I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for not saying
how I feel for you.
Sorry for not showing it to you.
It’s just I’m too afraid to lose you
even as my friend.
…
And let me tell you for the first and last time, I loved you.
With all that I am.
With all that I have. I wish you well, Kevin. Advertisements Share this:
