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Several months had passed
Since I made up my mind
To do whatever I could
So as to win her over
Making it a do or die kind of thing
Perhaps I did dig my own grave
Or won myself a free ticket to hell
Despite it not being the end of times yet
There isn’t any kind of word
That could give my situation a perfect description
I’d sit on the couch
And for long hours wonder what I had become
My stubbornness and bullish attitude having made way
For a weaker man with no guts
I remember well, yeah
At times she’d text back but not always
At other times, she’d leave me hanging.
Those times when I’d have to watch her
Play freely, hug with friends
Weren’t any better either
So many things happened
But I still stuck around
I’d punch walls with fury
Slum doors behind me
And bang tables with disappointment
Yet the next minute we saw each other
I would still find a way to smile or grin
However, at the back of my mind
No matter how much I blushed off
The thought of letting go
I knew that a day would come
When her insistence on pushing me away
Would finally pay off
Since at the end of the day, the fact still remained
That falling for her
Wasn’t similar to any kind of a curse
Cast on me to last forever.
If things didn’t change for the better
Of course at some point
My strength would diminish
I’d glow weary of chasing after her
Because after all everyone treasure’s success
All in all I still hoped
That before this happened
Shed open up her heart for me
Just in time, before I called it quits.
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