Mom was afraid, she was sobbing too. I was sitting with my dad, along with her. My dad had her in his arms. He was just trying something so that she can easily let her soul leave her body in peace without much pain. I don’t know but my dad is too strong or I can say too weak for showing emotions. At the age of 16 he lose his mother (my grandmother). So I can’t say anything. He had have seen a lot in his life. “She is gone” my father said. At that moment I can’t believe him. She show some movement like she was trying to cope with situation or I can say she was not willing to die. How could she? She hadn’t see the world much, not yet. My mother was crying and suggesting my father to keep her at floor so if she could vomit again. My mother was afraid, and then she saw the most terrific seen she was avoiding to see, that tongue comes out of mouth having blood on it. She was stretching her arms and legs like it was hard for her. She don’t want to give up easily. Her eyes went cold. I know, from a long interval, maybe from two years, I didn’t wish anything from god. And this time I just forget all the things that I made related to god. Like I am not going to rely on him, even in dark situation, I am not going to demand for any kind of hope. I am not going to ask for a single light. I was strong to face each kind of darkness. But today I was ready to give up everything, all I have. My fight, my darkness, I would do anything for her to be okay. I closed my eyes I pray to God, let her live. If you believe a piece of light is still in me then let her live or anothervise you will lost me completely to darkness. I closed my eyes I just concentrate my mind, I hold my hand on her, I was trying to do anything I can to let her live. Off the tv, sit aside, I said to mom. My father was trying to make her feel comfortable. Everything comes like flash back, from the Day I chose her till today. She was the true lover. No matter after how long interval I came back to home, she always love me, never complaint that why I always left her back. She used to dance around me until I pick her up in my arms and hold her tightly to my chest and then I do kiss her on her forehead. She get calm this way. She never said that she get tired, you could play with her whole day. She was so lovely.
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