I serve an awesome God. I’m not afraid to admit it. I don’t always agree with His plan, but I know in the end it will work out for my good and for His glory. I’ve said it before, I’m not satisfied with where I am currently. He had to show me, however, that it’s only the beginning. This is just another level on my journey to the soldier He wants me to be. In the meantime, I’m still on assignment. What assignment is that? To continue to uplift, encourage, pray for and with those broken souls and hurting hearts. To share His love with believers and non-believers alike and draw them closer to Him.
While my flesh feels like it should have a better job, with better pay and better medical benefits, I am right where I am supposed to be. It’s only the beginning! There are things I need to master in the right now. My mouth is definitely one of them. I personally don’t see anything wrong with being blunt and forth-coming. God is real! This battle is real! I feel too strongly about that. Yet sometimes, apparently I can be a little too harsh or abrasive, lol. Fortunately the people I am currently surrounded by are not offended, but I do know that not everyone will be able to handle the fire I have about being in God’s army. Cuz it’s about to go down y’all. I didn’t endure all I endured for nothing. I haven’t learned what I’ve learned for nothing. I am not living, just to be living. I have a purpose in Christ that will not be still or quiet.
I digress, however, because I know that some of the people I will be sent to are in need of a much gentler approach. They are too broken and are in too much pain for the warrior Kim. They are in need of the nurse Kim. Well at least the gentler nurse Kim, because nurse Kim can be ’bout it too. My desire for people to live their very best lives in Christ, to walk into the calling He predestined them for is so strong sometimes I just can’t help myself. And sometimes, the word He gives me for them burns in me like fire and it comes out with great passion and heat.
It’s all about learning and growing. Where ever you are in life, whether you like it or not. Take a step back and ask the Lord why you are there? Reevaluate your calling and see what it is He needs you to do where you are. You may be overqualified for the job, but your calling requires you to be there. You may be living pay check to pay check, but He will supply all your needs as long as you stay faithful and stay the course. It’s all worth it. Someone’s soul salvation is dependent on you staying the course and fulfilling your assignment. Someone’s life is dependent on you putting self aside and showing them the love of God through you and in you.
…………and the Lord rejoices to see the work begin.
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