The spirals of time curve in circles spinning back
Karmanic moments that often fade into black
I wish that I could remember the half I’ve forgotten
Or could return half of the good and bad that I’ve gotten
Accelerants that ignited the beginning of my demise
Apologies exploded into and within my saddened eyes
Choked up inside by all that I’ve ever done wrong
Looking out on a world where I often do not belong
Forgiveness will never be enough to change the past
Maybe that’s enough to make a difference that will last
They tried to pin a medal for the things that I have done
In the end, the universe reveals that I am the only one,
Besides maybe God, left to forgive me as I choke it down
Growing dizzy from the circles spending rounded and round
