00:46 | Late midnight thoughts..
00:45 | Thats the time currently and I am sat in my bed, evaluating my life.. These evaluating mode that I get into.. it happens regularly and I kinda like it. Because it gives me some peace of mind that I desperately need. Which is so important to me currently, more than anything in life. And sometimes, it scares me and sometimes it doesn’t. But I know that this is the only time I have control with my thoughts. Like I have some power.Sometimes I don’t understand why things happen but sometimes I do. It didn’t hit me until recently that everything does actually happen for a reason.. God makes everything happen for a reason. And I believe that I couldn’t understand it well before was because of my ego. It was way too high up and it wasn’t coming down until recently. I am glad that I can slowly understand it all. I understand why I went through what I went through.. / it is all slowly making sense.. and it has made me realise that God is beautiful. and I trust in Him..
Onto something more light-hearted…** ^ I went very far in up there, so I’m going to ease off the vibe and share you some of my 2018 goals…
- Literally visit all of the best cafe (specially for hot chocolate) in london. I’m so ready to be fat, chocolaty and broke by the end of the year.. There was someone who has inspired me to do this. My old teacher who was a hugeeee coffee lover, she has visited over 100 best cafes in london in less than a year. Like what an amazing dedication that is.
- start blogging more and interact with other bloggers (the fact is I’m so nervous to talk to other bloggers, I have no idea why)
- Be more creative on my instagram (I believe that being creative makes you stand out more)
- Complete a scrapbook – I have actually started a scrapbook at the beginning of the year and let’s say it is going really well
