So little known fact. I intend to be a bit… much! Dramatic, perfectionist, passionate, short tempered, most of the time I actually have no Idea what I am. did I mention dramatic? I can truely say its NOT BY CHOICE!
So my everyday life is pretty much – I dont like messy spaces. Hate. It. I wont go nuts immediately but after a few minutes of seeing how there are crumbs on the counter and floor after I JUST cleaned it. Boom! Rough!
Sooo needless to say:
With all the wedding planning slowly coming into full circle and tempers rising (mine mostly) and all the nitty gritty needing to be finalised, I find myself, lost.
Unfortunately I like doing things myself. If you want to help me then I am sooooooo gratefull but I do get a bit impatient – which is weird because I used to be a Jnr photography lecturer and you have to have patience with people. I think the problem comes in when I need help, help is given, but I sense its more of a pain for them than something exciting. It. Gives. Me. A. Pain. And I cant explain it.
I’m NOT OCD. But i’m not far from it either. I’m a perfectionist. Which by itself means I am very unproductive and focuses on the little things instead of the bigger picture. I know its a problem and it annoyes me that I have that problem. I want to be perfect by not being a perfectionist. If that did not make sense – it did not make sense in my head either so please feel free to help me out.
